Generosity has never been a burden; rather, it is a joy. Through time, I have discerned the subtle distinction between self-worth demonstrated through relentless altruism, often at great personal cost, and self-worth that is inherent, unshaken by productivity or tangible acts of assistance. Desires became actions, actions became habits, and habits became character - so I am becoming comfortable with the person that I am, as I forgive the person that I was. I feel that generosity, of time, talent and treasure, is atomically rooted in me, I like the ways that it sparks familiarity in other beings with my brain energy. I like to feel connected, I like to feel calm, I like to feel rested and grounded, thoughtful and patient, easy going, good humored, and curious.
Generosity begins with oneself—granting the gift of time and the grace of patience for practice. It extends to others in the encouragement of their self-care and discipline. It is the commitment to maintain meditation amidst adversity, whether it be physical, mental, or emotional strife. It is the willingness to infuse daily life with this practice, viewing the world through a lens of interconnectedness, recognizing the profound reliance we have on one another, and appreciating the intricate web of relationships that bind us.
Today my horoscope reads “Create your own magic by meeting with your mentor, updating your resume, or buying the blazer that falls off the hanger. Proclaim to the universe where you want to be this time of year; it’s taking orders.” I like that I have been able to envision a calm home, healthy children, happy canine companions, a welcoming and open door, thoughtful relationships, and purposeful work. I have cultivated a healthy recovery from my chronic fight or flight imbalance, and have been able to step away from the matrix as I gain insight into what is really important. Love is all there is - love that helps to connect and repair, restore and synchronize.